Arthur :RainbowInfinity:<p>One of the biggest problems in my life, which also causes me depression, is loneliness. </p><p>I am 30 years old and I have had practically no friends my whole life. I only had a few short-term online friendships that disappeared over time. I currently have two female friends, but they also do not live in my area. </p><p>But I feel the greatest loneliness regarding relationships. So far, I have only had one 2.5-year relationship, which ended 7 years ago. Since then, I have had trouble finding someone, and it is almost impossible for me. Lately, I feel so bad about it that I don't even want to live anymore. And the longer this loneliness lasts, the worse it gets. Moreover, I don't see a way out of this situation, since I have trouble dating. </p><p>But more about that in another post next time.</p><p><a href="https://autistics.life/tags/ActuallyAutistic" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>ActuallyAutistic</span></a> <a href="https://autistics.life/tags/Autistic" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>Autistic</span></a> <a href="https://autistics.life/tags/Autism" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>Autism</span></a> <a href="https://autistics.life/tags/Neurodivergent" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>Neurodivergent</span></a> <a href="https://autistics.life/tags/Neurodiversity" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>Neurodiversity</span></a> <a href="https://autistics.life/tags/Depression" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>Depression</span></a> <a href="https://autistics.life/tags/Anxiety" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>Anxiety</span></a></p>