jazz/효원이 (she/her)<p>hellooo :ablobcatheartsqueeze: :dy214: </p><p>so i was working on my <a href="https://c.im/tags/introduction" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>introduction</span></a> post when i got a text &amp; when i finally got bck here…the whole post was gone :dy237: no drafts, nothing. but intro take 2! :ablobcatbongokeyboard: anyways, i put off writing this &amp; trying to learn the ins/outs of mastodon cause that would mean fully accepting the <a href="https://c.im/tags/twittermigration" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>twittermigration</span></a> :bd224: </p><p>you see, 6yrs ago, i went from tumblr ➡️ fb &amp; ig ➡️ twitter. i left the community i built on tumblr due to a big friendship fallout (or rather falloutS). but after a while, as my health deteriorated…my disability became harder &amp; harder to ignore or make light of. i couldn’t work. i couldn’t go to school. i couldn’t even do activism work anymore. it was difficult accepting these changes &amp; i found myself looking to twitter to try find a community like the one i had on tumblr. i didn’t expect that much but i ended up not just finding ppl to learn from &amp; peers, i found friends &amp; chosen fam too :’) which is why the whole switch over here still has my head spinning. mainly just cause i’m worried abt how this is gonna effect everyone within’ our communities :neko_tired: :neko_sad: </p><p>i’m still not sure how this app/site works but i’m ready to learn. i go by jazz, jazzy or 효원이 but pls do not use my krn name if you’re not krn. my name was given to me specially by my paternal grandfather (rip :wb80:) &amp; i don’t take light of ppl not respecting my boundaries, ppl, culture &amp;/or language. i’m a bi-queerean femme that’s somewhere on the ace spectrum (i have to have some kind of emotional attachment for sexual attraction to occur). i have several co-morbid mental illnesses like *extremely* treatment resistant <a href="https://c.im/tags/depression" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>depression</span></a> (i get <a href="https://c.im/tags/ECT" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>ECT</span></a> &amp; meds to help), <a href="https://c.im/tags/ptsd" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>ptsd</span></a> , <a href="https://c.im/tags/bdd" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>bdd</span></a> , <a href="https://c.im/tags/bpd" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>bpd</span></a> , <a href="https://c.im/tags/DPDR" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>DPDR</span></a> , <a href="https://c.im/tags/adhd" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>adhd</span></a> , &amp; an <a href="https://c.im/tags/eatingdisorder" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>eatingdisorder</span></a> . i also have <a href="https://c.im/tags/fibromyalgia" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>fibromyalgia</span></a> and possibly <a href="https://c.im/tags/ME" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>ME</span></a>/CFS (have to see another round of pain &amp; fatigue focused neurologists bc the MRIs came out okay). i love <a href="https://c.im/tags/astrology" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>astrology</span></a> &amp; <a href="https://c.im/tags/astromemes" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>astromemes</span></a> . i used to read a lot—several books a day smtimes but…the past 6-7yrs have really changed everything. i love cooking &amp; baking…tho i can do v little of it now :bd18: . i doodle &amp; create things sometimes. i also write. i’m currently working on a poetry &amp; doodle book. but health’s been so 🔀↪️↩️↙️↘️ that it’s being completed in whatever speed is slower than a snail 🐌 🙃 </p><p>i did write several pieces for The Mighty tho &amp; you can check it out here: <br><a href="https://themighty.com/u/jazzthefraz" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank"><span class="invisible">https://</span><span class="">themighty.com/u/jazzthefraz</span><span class="invisible"></span></a></p><p><a href="https://c.im/tags/disabledqueer" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>disabledqueer</span></a> <a href="https://c.im/tags/disabled" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>disabled</span></a> <a href="https://c.im/tags/QTBIPOC" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>QTBIPOC</span></a> <a href="https://c.im/tags/bipoc" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>bipoc</span></a> <a href="https://c.im/tags/nyc" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>nyc</span></a> <a href="https://c.im/tags/queerean" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>queerean</span></a> <a href="https://c.im/tags/queer" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>queer</span></a> <a href="https://c.im/tags/neurodivergent" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>neurodivergent</span></a></p>