Droppie [infosec] 🐨:archlinux: :kde: :firefox_nightly: :thunderbird: :vegan:<p><span class="h-card" translate="no"><a href="https://tech.lgbt/@essjayjay" class="u-url mention" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">@<span>essjayjay</span></a></span> This day, which surprises me each year as i never expect it [i'm completely apart from / outside of any sense of <em>any</em> "community", & events like this & Pride & Mardi Gras etc aren't even on my calendar so i never know they've happened til i read of them], always reinforces to me how very "other" i am. As a post-op transwoman who regards her transition as a failure [not coz i did it, only that it turned out so poorly], "visibility" is the thing most of all that is anathema to me. My entire objective & hope was for "invisibility". There's so much hype & razzmatazz around these days for being different including being visibly different [which i wanna emphasise is excellent & beautiful for all who derive succour & validation from that]. It makes me feel even more odd than already, knowing as i do how much i do <strong><em>not</em></strong> want nor enjoy being visibly different. 🤷♀️</p><p><a href="https://infosec.space/tags/Depression" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>Depression</span></a> <a href="https://infosec.space/tags/SelfLoathing" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>SelfLoathing</span></a> <a href="https://infosec.space/tags/SocialPhobia" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>SocialPhobia</span></a> <a href="https://infosec.space/tags/FailedTransition" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>FailedTransition</span></a> <a href="https://infosec.space/tags/PostOp" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>PostOp</span></a> <a href="https://infosec.space/tags/Transwoman" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>Transwoman</span></a> <a href="https://infosec.space/tags/Transphobia" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>Transphobia</span></a> <a href="https://infosec.space/tags/Unworthy" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>Unworthy</span></a> <a href="https://infosec.space/tags/Nihilism" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>Nihilism</span></a> <a href="https://infosec.space/tags/ExistentialFutility" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>ExistentialFutility</span></a> <a href="https://infosec.space/tags/SuicideIdeation" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>SuicideIdeation</span></a> <a href="https://infosec.space/tags/spoons" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>spoons</span></a> <a href="https://infosec.space/tags/PrimalScream" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>PrimalScream</span></a></p>