if you were actually powerlessness the billion-dollar media structure that convinced you of that would be a massive waste
(it's a waste either way, but it seems to work for the state and capitalists)
if you were as helpless as you believe you wouldn't need to remind yourself daily or weekly for years or decades
if you feel safer when your agency is diminished, then what fuels your feeling of safety is capture
safety is not found in captivity
you're looking for solidarity